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My first blog.....! 
As a guy grew up in a non English speaking country, far away from all English deals and stuff had hoped that after leaving  native country and going to  a foreign one where they teach in English would probably be fluent in speaking this precious language. 
My first step was to go to turkey for my bachelor from where I could easily could be accepted in UK's Universities for my master's. 

During high school I gave my hundred percent and did all i could do to prepare myself for National Exam of my homeland after 12, well I had done in that pretty well and I had scored really well 342.766 out of 360 got the first position in my province. still i remember that morning when my best friend samim called me from my hometown to tell me about result, i was living with my sister in her house in kabul after Exam for a change, so he told me that we both had been accepted to our favorite university, Kabul university the best in the country in civil Engineering faculty. I was so thrilled by this news not because  of being accepted in the best possible university in the country but because the getting high rank from my province which meant what I am eligible for governmental scholarship to go abroad and pursue my higher  education. 

To be honest we both had no idea what civil Engineering was about at that  time of events, we had only chosen that  because our mentor, our greatest teacher of all time Nematullah Qasim rezayi told us to. 

To not go far from topic from the moment I entered kabul university i had liked somethings and despised some other things that was my first time being in an academic place as sophisticated as kabul university; I had been waiting for governmental scholarships to be announced. Turkey was my dream country, Every year lots of students used to go there to pursue their higher education but when it was my time to leave, our president had changed and by that he had canceled turkish scholarship, and my dream of going to turkey vanished. 

I can not tell how much i was disappointed I lost my hope and my interest to college lectures which were going on day by day of my patience. that was ...........

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